the song of all times

This is my favorite all times song i play with my guitar. Love the mellow melody but somehow I kinda lost and couldn't understand the lyrics. i really hope there will be someone telling me the meaning of this song..
listen to the song at...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evaX5u4F3yY&feature=related
and check out the lyrics..

Yesterday I went outside
With my mama's mason jar,
Caught a lovely butterfly
When I woke up today
Looked in on my fairy pet
She had withered all away
No more sighing in the breast

I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
Everytime I pin down what I think I want it slips away
The goal slips away

Smell you on my hands for days
I can't wash away your scent
If I'm a dog then you're a bitch [pause]
I guess you're as real as me
Maybe I can live with that
Maybe I need fantasy
Life of chasing butterfly

I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
Everytime I pin down what I think I want it slips away
The goal slips away

I told you I would return
When the robin makes his nest
But I ain't never coming back
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

it's called butterfly by weezer

haa..now you know..

Androgyny is a term derived from the Greek words ανήρ (anér, meaning man) and γυνή (gyné, meaning woman) that can refer to either of two related concepts about gender: the mixing of masculine and feminine characteristics, as in fashion statements; or the balance of "anima and animus" in psychoanalytic theory.
An androgyne in terms of gender identity, is a person who does not fit cleanly into the typical masculine and feminine gender roles of their society. They may also use the term ambigender to describe themselves. Many androgynes identify as being mentally "between" woman and man, or as entirely genderless. They may class themselves as non-gendered, genderneutral, agendered, between genders, Intergendered, bigendered or, genderfluid.
The term androgynous is often used to refer to a person whose look or build make determining their gender difficult but is generally not used as a synonym for actual intersexuality, transgender or two-spirit people. Occasionally, people who do not actually define themselves as androgynes adapt their physical appearance to look androgynous. This outward androgyny has been used as a fashion statement, and some of the milder forms (women wearing men's trousers/men wearing skirts, for example) are not perceived as transgendered behavior.
Note that androgynous and butch are often considered equivalent definitions, though less so in the butch/femme scene.
An androgyne may be attracted to people of any sex or gender, though many identify as pansexual or asexual. Terms such as bisexual, heterosexual, and homosexual have less meaning for androgynes who do not identify as men or women to begin with. Infrequently the words gynephilia and androphilia are used, which refer to the gender of the person someone is attracted to, and do not imply any particular gender on the part of the person who is feeling the attraction.

hey.. nah..

we started out as a stranger
we listen to each other
advising one another
we spend sometimes together

though we haven't met each other
i enjoy your company, what so ever
each day i feel like a little bit closer
to you my imagination figure

credits to the technology
internet, GSM as well as 3G
at least i can have the view
of a gorgeous gem, that is you

for the voice i could listen
make me swirl in my own illusion
for the words i could capture
in my mind and started to picture

o! what a stunning ornament
make me stiff at this moment
though it will be impermanent
i don't care, i'm in contentment!

what is up with 14th feb, anyway?

14th feb 2009.. i spent the whole day on the internet trying to figure out how on earth can i change the blog's layout. duhh.. because i'm so not into this blogging thingy so i found its kinda hard eventhough it surely not. then after several attempts, i gave up.. it's ok. maybe la-er..or la-er la-er..
then i went out..spent my times in this so damn boring town and gosh..i'm so restless.is there any other place to hangout other then e-c-fucking-m or mega-fucking-mall and e-t-c (read:et cetera)? so i went to the bookstore (yea, i dont read books, so what?) and i couldnt find books i'm looking for.its not for me, its for my project at work.(work sux,i know)..gave up,so i just wandering around looking at people..especially couples.hmm..its V day..just because i dont have anyone to celebrate with so i said to myself.."ee..perayaan org kaper"..sorry,my bad.
then dinner time..luckily i have my lil' brother to accompany me. we went to this restaurant namely 'crocodile rock' which located at the left side on the way to teluk chempedak, opposite the annexe.the food..quite nice..
spaghetti marinara for me and carbonara for apit..and..nachos as an appetizer.
i drank ice blended fruit punch and mango freez (i was dehydrated..i needed more liquid) and apit..mango freez and the juice from the sky.
after stuffing our tummies with high level of fat and cholesterol, we went home.
so that was it.14th feb 2009.
it is nearly pathetic isnt it?

p/s: bha, the novel is shopahollic kan? but which shopahollic eh? &sisters ke, to manhattan ke, &baby ke???... ishk..anga xtaw la novel2 ni..

well.. alryte

I’m spreading my wings
And fly with joyful feelings
The mood so jolly
The emotion so holy
For this atmosphere I love to stay
Please never let me go away
It is my pleasure
To please u for sure

rapid rapport

First time we say hi
Wish we never say goodbye
Can’t forget the look in your eyes
Straight to me, made me stiff like ice
Then I looked back at you
Blushed, you changed your view
As if you didn’t give me that gaze
Suddenly I felt like I’m in a cloud of haze
Then you gave me that smile
I stunned for a while
Silence became louder
Heart beating faster
And this ice was melting
Like water it was flowing
Now I’m in uncertainty
Is it just a momentary?
This feeling of ambiguity
That started promptly

i do think everybody used to experience such situation and feelings where it will be a beginning of a relationship or scandal or perhaps unexplained situation as a result of when two pairs of eyes met..

what is 'chall'?

salam...
as a quick start for this blog, i want to share something which i found quite interesting as i search for the word 'chall' in yahoo. it's from a website called Urban Dictionary.

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=chall

it goes like this...

1.	Chall
	Often found to wear awesomely stripy wooly hats at all occasions. Rumour has it you can find them either at 'college', festivals or in the pub. Has no real relevance to similar word 'chow' but some have attempted to eat one in the past. 1. 'I can see a Chall, it has an amazingly colourful hat and is somehow holding 6 beers in one hand.'

2.	chall
	synonym for chill; chill with an "a" instead of an "i". fort: "dude that's not chall at all" stuie: "dude i know..." fort: "stuie, chall man... don't worry" stuie: "obi-fort... thank you... you're the man"

3.	chall
	a texan pervsion of y'all chall woncho rooooom clean?

so, let's see if i look up for your name in the dictionary..i wonder what will it be..hmm...
ok.. i prefer 3rd definition.hehe